Joining this site has been like opening a can of worms. On Saturday I took myself off to a hotel for the weekend as I couldn't bear to be in the house alone (husband away). On the way I drove to a petrol station bought four bags of family sized Walkers crisps, two huge bottles of smoothies and a box of Jaffa cakes. Once hidden away in my hotel room (after having put it off by a visit to a church of all things) I scoffed the lot, skipped dinner, and then slept for 14 hours. I tend to make a secret supermarket or petrol station visit whenever I'm left alone for a few days. Am I just greedy, undisciplined, or could this be linked to my issues?