Recently, my dad's best friend took his life for no apparent reason. He was married, had two kids, and was well liked within the community. But his death left me with a mix of emotions. This might sound petty but when I found out he committed suicide I was mad at him. I thought it was pretty selfish and I was mad that he didn't try to get help from his family or friends. But during his funeral my dad gave a euology and said that this friend was the closest my dad had to a brother and that he loved him. After hearing this I was the one that felt selfish. So now I want to talk to my dad, but I need help. I can't understand why my dad's friend did what he did. But I don't know how to talk about it to my dad. I don't know if I should say what I think, which is I'm angry that he would kill himself, or do I just try to comfort my dad. Any help would be greatly appreciated, thanks.