Why is it bad things always happen at the same time? Im so depressed i havent got the energy to fight anymore. The only thing that has kept me going is my credit card bill. I wouldnt want my family to see that as a lasting memory, how sad is that and ironic. The world is so greedy im sick of greed! Everyday i imagine swimming and swimming till i couldnt turn back. "A day lived is a day closer to death"