I have been here since September '04 and I don't think I have made one strong friendship, other than Callum (Nuri) obviously. I mean, of course I care for other people on here, I care deeply but in return? I don't know I suck. I struggle making friendships and keeping them online and I suck in real life too. I think it's safe to say now I have no friends in real life (again, other than Callum who I see at wknds and I am honestly grateful for and I love dearly). The one person I thought was a friend proved she didn't care for me a week ago. I just feel sad right now. Feel like a bit of a loser. I see people on here who have only been here for 2 months, if that, and they have so many friends and people who feel the same way for them too and me, well, I don't feel it. Outcast in real life and an outcast online too. I suck.