Men are dogs. Literally. I don’t know what it is, but from my experience, being mentally ill seems to give you a predisposition to being attracted to men that will eventually fuck you up more and more and more. Mainly, in my case, compulsive liars. What is it about compulsive liars, when you confront them about their lies, they don’t even admit that they’ve been caught out? And it takes multiple times at telling them “yes, i’ve fucking sussed you, you piece of shit” for them to finally admit that they’re just talking absolute shite to you AGAIN. It can’t be that difficult to tell the truth, it really can’t. Especially to a girl you claim to love. But then again if you loved someone you wouldn’t be chasing after the girl they were paranoid about the second you broke up, would you? after denying having feelings for them throughout the entire of your relationship. Oh more lies again, why am I not surprised? Funny though isn’t it, how someone who claims to care for you can WILLINGLY and MALICIOUSLY break you down on purpose until you’re a suicidal wreck, just so that they can feel like they are still needed and that you still aren’t over them, even though they know for a fact that you aren’t. Then they apologize, oh that makes me feel a whole hell of a lot better. Why do I seem to attract compulsive liars. Or do I turn people into liars? I don’t know. Can I have a boyfriend who isn’t a pathetic piece of shit please? I fucking hate men. All they’re good for is sex and cuddles. And sometimes they’re not even good for sex. FUCK YOU. Prick.