I probably will go through with ending things. I just have a couple of questions. I have a set date that I will do this on. I feel somewhat relived, does anyone know why this is? I think it's just the fact of knowing I wont be around anymore to be stressed out. Would a letter make things better? Part of me feels as though maybe my mother might deserve to know why, the other part says that no one deserves to know. All answers will be appreciated.