Just venting - I'm easily pushed over my tolerance levels anymore. I'm trying to get better and I am, but sometimes things can send me into an anxiety-filled frenzy that is difficult to come out of. It can feel like it won't end. Once the anxiety raises then all else spirals. Triggers come unexpectedly and without me knowing what or why. And times like this, I feel alone and sad and pathetic. It is exhausting. And all of this I would like to end. That's all. "Why didn't you tell anyone?" "No one asked".