I am struggling with more problems than I know what to do with. I am slowly drowning in them and feel I cannot cope with anything. But just when I think things couldn't get any worse... A letter arrived for me. A letter from my abusive cruel father. He is (or says) he wants me to contact him. He says he is dying. He says he thinks about me and wants to know me. This is going to sound really hard here - but I don't care. The only contact I have had with him is one solitary letter 23 years ago. Other than that, I have had no contact for 31 years - and that was by his choice. He wants me to call him and speak to him. Personally and emotionally, I want nothing to do with him. He is a stranger (by his own making) who left me when I just left school. Presumably because he was tired of hitting and spitting at me and my mother. He left debts I had to pay for and emotional scars on both me and my mother (who died exactly a year ago). I feel like he should die alone and without me. Am I wrong feeling like this?