Yes, I am posting this in the wrong section, but I'm doing that on purpose because I'm odd about things, When I joined SF I was a mess. I didn't know where to turn and started looking for other ways to deal with what was going on at the time. There were members then who are no longer active here that helped a lot. And there were members who are still active that have helped enormously also since. Sometimes people say thank you as an afterthought or because it's the thing to say, or sometimes it's not said at all. I sincerely wish to express my thanks to so many of you and I hope you each know who you are. Those who without fail respond to some of my rantings or perhaps post a visitors message. Those acts, alone, helped and help me know I'm not completely alone and others do "get it". I have found that at times SF can be triggering for me, depending on how I'm doing myself. And so unfortunately I am not and probably won't ever be one of those who can respond and help many. I'm sorry for this, but I realize I have to keep looking out for myself. There are some truly wonderful souls here, who while also struggling, reach out and help others. You are angels and I thank you. Some of those angels I haven't been good at keeping in touch with. Again, I apologize and hope you will forgive me. It's not that I don't think of you, sometimes it's just hard for me. And so that is my rant! Thank you again, so very much.