Just finished reading a good book, maybe others have read it...the title is..."Suicide: what really happens in the afterlife?: channeled conversations with the dead." Its an exellent read...with the one constant message from all the suicides that it was a mistake to do it. Even though knowing this myself I still contemplate suicide quite often. At least after reading the book I won't have any illusions about what will happen if I do go thru with it.