A hello and goodbye in one!!!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by danz, Mar 22, 2009.

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  1. danz

    danz Well-Known Member

    A hello and goodbye

    Never got around to introducing myself, it doesn’t matter now anyways.
    I don’t know why I bother anymore, people and life in general suck.
    The sooner this shit ends the better for all.
    I came here because I thought talking about my issues would help, it did for a while but it was short term. Reading all the posts and threads has confirmed my thoughts that this life we lead is a road full of anguish, disappointments and let downs. I truly believe that I wasn’t meant for this world. I have no dreams, no desires or goals, the only person who ever gave a fuck about me was my grandfather and i just got the call i have been expecting, he is dead. I only really hung on this long for him.
    Is suicide selfish? I think it is. But you know what,, I have fucked every other thing up until this moment so why not carry the good form through to the end.
    I have everything I need and will exit this bitch on my terms and no one else’s. Hard to explain how I feel currently but the knowledge that there will be no tomorrow provides a relief and happiness I haven’t felt in, well ever.
    I never really got to know anyone here but to the few I did thank you.
    As for the rest of you guys best of luck.
  2. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    DANZ is awesome

  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Danz, before you come to the conclusion that all life is anguish, remember where you are. This site is for people in need of support. Naturally the posts here are going to be those of a sad, hopeless nature. I am sure there are forums out there where life seems picture perfect from the posts you read there. I am sorry to hear about your grandfather. Death of someone you love is never easy. Give yourself time to grieve this loss. Don't give up yet. :hug:
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