A hello and goodbye Never got around to introducing myself, it doesn’t matter now anyways. I don’t know why I bother anymore, people and life in general suck. The sooner this shit ends the better for all. I came here because I thought talking about my issues would help, it did for a while but it was short term. Reading all the posts and threads has confirmed my thoughts that this life we lead is a road full of anguish, disappointments and let downs. I truly believe that I wasn’t meant for this world. I have no dreams, no desires or goals, the only person who ever gave a fuck about me was my grandfather and i just got the call i have been expecting, he is dead. I only really hung on this long for him. Is suicide selfish? I think it is. But you know what,, I have fucked every other thing up until this moment so why not carry the good form through to the end. I have everything I need and will exit this bitch on my terms and no one else’s. Hard to explain how I feel currently but the knowledge that there will be no tomorrow provides a relief and happiness I haven’t felt in, well ever. I never really got to know anyone here but to the few I did thank you. As for the rest of you guys best of luck.