A Letter to this Razor. PLEASE READ!

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by rooka, Jan 11, 2008.

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  1. rooka

    rooka New Member

    I wrote this letter.
    I am finally admitting I have a problem.
    I AM a self-inflicter.
    I have been now for 6 months.
    The scars are everywhere now.
    It gets worse everyday.
    I cut myself, everyday, every hour.
    The Reason:
    Its the only pain I can control.
    I can make it hurt a lot, or as less as I want.
    No one can control it but me.



    Dear Razor,
    You're always there for me,
    through good times and the bad,
    You make me feel so happy, yet so sad
    You tell me I'm a failure, I'm ugly, I'm worthless
    You tell me I wont be anything in life.
    I know I wont be pretty,
    until my destruction is done.
    Sometimes I really hate you,
    sometimes I wish you'd die,
    but without you I am nothing.
    I breakdown and cry,
    but when we work together,
    my blood I finally see,
    with your help.
    I know I will finally be free.

    Love Always,
    Rooka Malvo.​
     
  2. bunny

    bunny Staff Alumni

    :hug:

    people say the first step to getting over a problem is admitting you have one. this letter is a really interesting idea, and i really hope you found it helpful in some way. you seem very talented imo :hug take care
     
  3. rooka

    rooka New Member

    Yeah I know.
    But its hard.
    I've tried to stop before but when I do, all the
    uncontrollable pains gets worse.
    I dont think I will ever be able to stop.
     
  4. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    its good.

    it's great to be able to say such things with such power and feeling.
     
  5. ivyx

    ivyx Member

    Its onlu You that can control those feelings ans express them in some other way. You addmited its hard, & I know that but there is a hope and help You can recive and recall... And I dont mind only creams or bandages....
    The power is in You, I know that & Im sure You do also. If You`re not able to deal with that by Your own, mayby call some crisis center or speak with Your doctor or the person You know, You can trust...
    Dont give up, please.
    You know the reasons, maybe its time to start slowly soling them?
    Have You ever try or thought aboy that?
    Im with You, sweetheart....
     
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