hello everyone as you see my handle here is "a blackstreet." my life seems to be traveling down a blackstreet right now. all the lights are off including my head lights. no alley to turn down that has lights on. i found this website by accident. hopefully there will be some lights on here with all you wonderful people embracing my moments. a lil about myself: i am bipolar I (right now i am on my high) waiting to hit my low. i take 6 medications to control my disorders. i have pstd dealing with trauma, and i am trying to live with ocd with terrible suicidal thoughts. i am in a very stable loving relationship with all this going on in my life. i believe that i make life harder than it really is. so that is a lil about me. i am just glad that i found this forum, a place that i can call a "home." i can come here and talk about what is going on in my head without judgement or someone thinking that i am crazy. this is going take alot of stress off my mind. ahhhhh just want to give a shout out to the creators of this site, thank you!