A load of failed attempts

[amylou]

I've failed so many times when I've wanted to die came really close a few times but shit luck has it that I am always found. I hate my life and I hate this pain. It's almost as if I was meant to have this pain from the start it all began when I was 5 and I'm 20 now and the pain just does not subside. With my next attempt I shall succcseed.

 

[silent_enigma]

With my next attempt I shall succeed.

Well, hopefully not.

 

[ihope2die]

don't do it...

 

[WhyMeWhy]

Maybe someone is tryin to tell you something?

 

[amylou]

Yeah they are trying to tell me that I was meant to have this pain which I don't want but my time is up

 

[gentlelady]

Hang in there amylou. Your time is not up.

 

[amylou]

the thing is I think it is im not sure i even want to stay now

 

[silent_enigma]

im not sure i even want to stay now

I know the feeling. Is no treatment of any kind working for your depression?