I decided to take a break from here for a while as I haven't been too well. I have finished the first part of a therapy a few months back. It was like a beginners group. Due to start the full term one in January. Feel like I have hit rock bottom. I am waiting to have surgery on my brain and they are going to shave the bottom of my head and although I have long hair I like it and don't want them to. Been going to hospital appointments galore. Struggling each day as I have taken myself off the meds they gave as I wasn't coping with the side effects. I am scared about the whole thing.