a man apart

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Multiple Man, Feb 15, 2010.

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  1. Multiple Man

    Multiple Man Well-Known Member

    I'm not your friend. Isn't that why you ran
    I'm just an empty vessel who dreamed of being a man
    Yes... Yes I know.
    My downfall was by my own hands.
    And now that dream is dead.
    I cant help but wonder
    Why cant I get you out of my head.

    And now the demons are awake.
    And they will come for me.
    I am there's to take.
    Every cold night I lay afraid.
    Every night I shake.
    Shake... Its not so cold.
    Why do I shake.
    What did you do to me
    What did you take.

    There's a hole in my chest.
    This hole I did not make.
    My heart is gone.
    Why do I shake.

    I wait... I wait.
    Trapped in a spiderweb. The one you spun.
    Said id find your love there.
    But here I am hung.
    No love. No one.
    Nothing. Just hung.

    Misery is my life.
    I don't know what else to do.
    The only thing worse than death.
    Is living without you.
  2. ozbound

    ozbound Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Just read that and I can relate to it in so many ways wish i didn't though
  3. Cortez

    Cortez Banned Member

    Hope you feel better :hug:
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