I'm not your friend. Isn't that why you ran I'm just an empty vessel who dreamed of being a man Yes... Yes I know. My downfall was by my own hands. And now that dream is dead. I cant help but wonder Why cant I get you out of my head. And now the demons are awake. And they will come for me. I am there's to take. Every cold night I lay afraid. Every night I shake. Shake... Its not so cold. Why do I shake. What did you do to me What did you take. There's a hole in my chest. This hole I did not make. My heart is gone. Why do I shake. I wait... I wait. Trapped in a spiderweb. The one you spun. Said id find your love there. But here I am hung. No love. No one. Nothing. Just hung. Misery is my life. I don't know what else to do. The only thing worse than death. Is living without you.