Apparently I should have read some of the forums more closely before I registered. I have felt suicidal for about 30 years and made my one serious attempt 5 years ago. I deal daily with suicidal thoughts even with meds and therapy. I am seriously depressed and stuggling at the moment. It seems to me I wouldn't find much support here to keep going when most of what I've read in the Suicide forums is about people who are feeling helpless, have made double-digit attempts and say nothing but how the next one will be the last one because they'll ratch up the seriousness and "get it right". I have enough hopelessness in my own head-I don't need a site that does nothing to help me hang on but gives me plenty of ideas on why I should kill myself. Where is the hope here? I'm very disappointed and it seems that if I was truly looking to die this site would be do more harm than good.