A new face

[jd's girl]

This is very hard to do. I'm so shy it's almost painful to even write this. I've spent the last 6 weeks in a daily battle with depression and suicidal thoughts. One night I went as far as trying to hurt myself. I'm all alone in the world and am desperately trying to find something to hold onto. 6 weeks ago I lost my entire family, my husbands in jail and my 3 kids were taken from me by the CAS. My future looks very bleak and I'm so messed up I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to seek help because then I'd never get to see my kids again. I really need a friend that I can talk to because in my real life I have no one.

 

[~PinkElephants~]

Welcome to SF honey :hug: Pm me if you need to talk

 

[gentlelady]

:welcome: to SF. Why would you not get to see your kids again if you sought help? You would think that it would be looked upon favorably. Why were they removed from your care to begin with? I am sorry to hear you are battling depression. A traumatic event such as this would not help you heal at all. It may act as a catalyst. I hope things get straightened out for you. Take care. :hug:

 

[fromthatshow]

:welcome:

I am sorry for all that has happened :hug:
There is a lot of support here, PM me if you ever need to talk.

 

[butterflies32]

Heya,

Welcome to SF. I think seeking help would do the opposite to what you think when it comes to seeing your Kids. It will show that you are capable and able to seek the help when you need it.

Pm me if you want to talk further.

Sam
x

 

[liveinhope]

Hi and welcome well done for being brave enough to join im sure many here will be able to offer support and friendship

take care hugs

 

[Petal]

welcome to the forum :welcome:

 

[*dilligaf*]

welcome :hug: