Again I sit here watching the sun set, not knowing how to set life straight. I'm a nice guy, I'll go a million miles to help a soul in need. But this world isn't the one I dreamed of, people are just rude and selfish in nature. A world where we judge a book by its cover then tell everyone to not judge a book by its cover so we can take a moral high ground. Which has lead to people only doing nice things because they look good while doing it, not because its nice to be nice. The way we look to others it crucial and you can sit there and say well I go my own way I will be myself, but it corrupts you as you will always find yourself wanting to look like a greek god and everyone to love you. "What the fuck are you on about?" You might ask. Well to put it straight I'm sick of this world and if there is a God I am sick of him and his massive ego. I am happy for those who find peace in religion but I shall never understand why the good are punished and forgotten yet Evil and selfishness strive. I had a dream of kids and a loving wife but reality is a sour thing, I am good looking, I am nice, and you may laugh and say yeah whatever or I doubt it but I am, and its not being big headed just saying what I've been told (and not by just my mum ). So yeah shit happens I get depressed. Shit happens to other people and me, I ask whats the fucking point of life? Is it just one big comedy for a Deity or some crazy experiment. Will I end it today, perhaps not, I will always look for hope but alas if I do not find some then I'm not going to sit by and let this world consume me. I shall go and see whats on the other side, perhaps I can do more good there. I could ramble for days but I shall end it here. So I love you all and maybe with a little hope I'll see you around someday. Peace!