I've tried: talking, anti-depressants, more talking and food, food has been a good comfort I guess, but don't misinterpret me for a overweight teen, perhaps tubby and a hunched posture but I'm not really obsessive over my appearance. I've had a mixture of emotions; suicidal, homicidal, depressed, for the past year and half? I can't really remember the last time I was 'happy' or the last time I was looking forward to an event. I'm not sure what I will gain from this. I've made no recovery. I just find it difficult to find a method of killing myself that's not painful and quick.