Truthfully, I had not intended to make a public topic like this, I had hoped that through one-on-one conversations I could have made my peace with most of you. But as it turns out to be, I was wrong, I was simply taking the easy way out of it. If you remember me from before, then you should know that I never was one to apologize for what I did, and even though I like to think of myself as a new person compared to that, it's still something that comes difficult. But even though it's not easy to do, I do owe every single person here an apology, and it's a very overdue one at that. I know that I have caused many of you harm, and while I can't ask for your forgiveness, I can only hope that you would allow me to show you a new side of myself,.. a better side. The reason I posted this in "Let it all out.." is because I do feel that you are all entitled to respond to this in your own way, be it soft or harsh, cruel or wary. I know that I deserve much of what's coming, so here you'd not be stopped by proper etiquette. For now, all that I really want to say is, I'm sorry.