They say, that to help overcome these feelings, you should talk to someone. I have tried speaking to my closest friends but all they seem to do is push the subject away from them. They see me as a disease, someones who always depressed and I feel like the people I tell, i'll just push them away. I don't know what to do anymore and everything just feels so helpless. Just wondering how you people are dealing with this cause I don't know what i'm going to do now since the ones closest to me shun me out their lives.