I was sexually assaulted probably 4 months ago now. I argued with my mothers boyfriend and in retaliation he encouraged my brother (who has Autism and tends to copy what he see's) to watch rape porn. After watching he would become aggressive and say disgusting things you should never say to anyone let alone a family member. A few weeks later he was told again by my mothers boyfriend that i deserved the disgusting things said to me. He then encouraged my brother to turn physical and say worse things. The next day i asked my brother to "move his school books of the bench" so that i could make lunch. He responded by pushing me up against the kitchen sink and sexually assaulting me (i wont say how in case it triggers someone or isn't allowed) It still makes me feel awful and so angry. Especially since nobody seemed to care just saying he has autism so it's not his fault and "are you still upset over that? It was ages ago". My mother is even still with the dirt bag who encouraged this all to happen. I hate the idea now of having a sexual relationship, i just cant... if that makes sense? I'm just going to put as a side note: I told a friend about this and all she did was judge me for being assaulted by someone with a disability. My brother is 2.1 meters tall which is over a head and a half taller than me! He is also quite strong so please don't judge me..