a rant. Just because I...need to rant (um..possibly triggering)

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by GhostOfYou, Apr 7, 2007.

  1. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member

    *screams into pillow*
    EEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR
    wwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyyyy do I fuck my life up so bad?
    eeerrrrrr... *screams some more*
    What am I going to do this summer? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??!?!? *dies*
    I can't belive I fucked my wrist up so bad. And don't get my started on my leg.
    Oh my god what am I going to do when the weather's nice and my friend invite me to the beach?!?!? Ooooh godddd.

    What am I going to do next year in PE? This year we didn't have to wear T-shirts but next year we do.
    AHHHHHHHHHH I just want to scream and punch the fucking wall in

    I can't eat, I can't sleep...
    WHAT'S THE POINT OF BEING HERE WHEN YOU'RE LIVING TO DIE?!?!?

    AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH you don't know how badly I want to scream.
    How could I have forgotten about the meeting yesterday?!?! AAHH just kill me

    Errr I'm going nooooowhere in life. This SUCKS. I have no idea why I'm alive.
    I want to take sooo many pills and see what happens. 10 times more than the last 2 times. I want to cut sooo deep just to see the blood.

    I don't want to be alone anymore