hi everyone, and hi again to those that might remember me from here as crowe from a long while ago and my many returns and subsequent departures. every time i left i convinced myself that it was time to move on and 'have a life' so to speak. here i find myself again, more scabbed and scarred than before, eveything more clouded than before, more at home than i have felt since before my last departure. it is going to be good talking with you all, glad to be back, should have never left. thanks. tam