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A ride to death?

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I had a dream that I had applied for a voluntary job that I really wanted. Then the person who was supposed to be writing me a reference wrote and said she couldn't based on the information that I'd given her. I was devestated. I was walking down a particular part of Edinburgh and saw 2 men trying to move a hearse. I jumped in to help park it but then drove it away instead. I wanted to turn back but I couldn't as the road was too narrow to turn and I couldn't really control it as the controls were odd and out of reach. I trundled further and further away, realising I was in deep shit for stealing the hearse but even when I got to the end of the road I couldn't turn it the way I wanted to go, and then I was totally lost.

I don't know if this is my journey at present... I don't want to die but I can't control the way I'm going, and can't turn back. I'm in deep trouble and I know it! :sad:
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