I just now realized why none of my neighbors visit me anymore is that I don't have any life problems like that they do. They feel that I can't relate to them so that's why they don't come around. That also explains why I don't get much responses by people here because I don't have anything legitimate to complain about and nothing to share because I just don't have enough life stressors. Well, then, should I make my life worse so I can relate to others so they will show that they care? Maybe that's why I always think about suicide because I have nothing else to think about. I AM alone because I have no life problems, right? I'm hurt but now I know why I'm so isolated.