Hello community I will keep my introduction short because Im not in the mood to write my full life story. Also i dont want to bother you with all of that. I will keep it short Name: Anonymous87 Country: The Netherlands Age: 20 (almost 21) Education: Year 1 college Its currently monday 02:11 am.. i have college but im notplanning to go, last thursday and friday i also didnt go. dont convince me to go it just wont help sorry im feeling depressed. i dont want to tell family ofcourse very very very deep in my heart i know suicide is not the solution. but things are so fucked up, i have no parents and no friends well i used to have some friends but thats a long story i dont want you to bother with it.. college is also not fun. im alone in this world. responsible for my actions and sometimes it hurts.. like now im awake and doing nothing because i cant take it anymore.. i dont know why i write this.. i hope there is someone just like me here.. lately i feel fucked up seeing people with a family and friends.. and christmas is coming up..