it's not too late. i know you are desperate for the pain to end, so i understand why suicide is tempting. perhaps you are asking yourself why a person should be expected to suffer so much, and why, no matter what you try you can't find a way to feel any better. these are all fair questions and there are no easy answers. but as long as you are still breathing there is the potential for a better tomorrow, the potential for healing, well-being, a kind and loving relationship with yourself and with others. that potential is locked inside of you and when you are ready i am certain that you will begin to heal. i believe in you. i will hold on to hope for you until you are ready to try again.