Well I have a problem and I'd like to see if anyone here knows exactly what it is I have, or if it's just me somehow over dramatizing something everyone experiences. My problem is dealing and confronting the past. Bad memories, which I know everyone has and think about sometimes, continue to replay through my head. Sometimes it's just stuff I should brush off. Sometimes it's something a little more serious. Either way reliving these memories has made life itself, hard to get through. It's as if when I'm alone all I can do is live with these memories and reassure myself that when I kill myself the memories will end. What keeps me going, day to day, is simply the fact that I know ending my life is the selfish way out. It doesn't exactly seem fair to pass on the very same pain I'm trying to escape onto those I care about. What's funny about my situation is the fact that I lead a pretty decent life. I'm well-liked, I have a lot of friends, I've got a bit of talent for writing and music. There's people that have it way worse off then me out there who don't think about dieing like I do. The thing that I'm curious about, in regards to my situation, is whether or not this problem is related to my depression or something all together different, or just me being highly sensitive and over dramatic. Either way I feel as though I've reached my breaking point. So if anyone feels like they can shed a little light on what's going on in my head, I'd greatly appreciate it.