a strong urge

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by morning rush, Sep 15, 2009.

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  1. morning rush

    morning rush Well-Known Member

    I got this most amazing urge to cut. This vivid image of me in bed with my wrist so deeply cut that the blood poured out of the wound onto the floor....I really had to shake myself off because I was getting obsessed with it and I'm still fighting the urge now...I dunno what triggered it...I was just in bed thinking I didnt want to be alive...I wanted to sleep forever...I have no life, nothing to look forward to...just wish I had the will to take the final step...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hope you call your therapist or crisis okay don't SH call for help stay safe
     
  3. morning rush

    morning rush Well-Known Member

    I have no one to call
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    call crisis line tell you just need to talk until the urges are gone okay they will listen to you and give you coping skill to
     
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