I am not interested what anyone will tell me, I am going to commit suicide by the end of the year. It could be before the end of January, which I hope it is, but it could be in the next few months. I am sick to death of people telling me that everything will get better. If I have learned anything during my life so far, it's that nothing is forever, except depression. Depression is just something people are forced to deal will. Well, not me...I am out of here. I can not deal with this crap pain anymore and now I am counting down to the Zero Hour. However, I am not always on this site and I would like people to talk to me regardless. My MSN addy is firstname.lastname@example.org and ANYONE is welcome to add it.