I feel so terrible right now. One day I just might end up taking too many of them and kill myself. I cant take this shit nomore... y are people so mean? and selfish? backstabbers r everywhere... y is it so easy to victimise people when they are just trying to be good people? ppl r so cruel... so bad..... I have been there for my friend at all times and it was that easy for her to turn her back on me and take sides with some other chick who hates me too. It was that easy for her to get brainwashed... that easy for her to make plans in ruining me n my image.... how could she ever want me to be this unhappy? How could she want b to be all alone... how could she forget all the good times...... i really cant take this shit nomore.. specially after the years of social issues that i had to deal with.