I didn't know where to put this. If this is more of a 'let it all out' kind of thread, or even something that should be in members diaries, if possible it can be moved? *Sigh* I wish I could just go back to when her words meant something.. or at least seemed like they did. I have things she's said to me saved.. I don't get how it can all seem meaningless now.. 'You are probably one of the best people, I've ever met, nevermind talked to. I tell you anything and everything that comes to mind, knowing that you'll listen. I can't help but love you, since you care for me so much. Over the time I've talked to you, Yeah, that's right. i fell for you, but can you blame me? The way you treat me, how you talk to me. Just in general, how you make me feel..about myself. You make life seem worth living. For the time i'm NOT with you, you're all I think about, you don't leave my mind for even a moment. What's NOT to love? I mean, with me at least, you're like, the nicest guy ever. You talk, you're forgiving. You aren't quick to judge. You're honest, and open. Well, most of the time you're open. I guess it depends on the person. And really, I don't see why you'd think nobody would want to marry you. Like, seriously, I'd marry you and chance I got.. Like, I love how you treat me. You don't treat me like I'm worthless. You actually CARE about what's going on.' Now after it's all over.. I sit here and wonder if she ever really meant anything she said to me.. Breakups. I fucking hate them.