Well I have spoke to 2 different counsellors in the past week and they were both quite annoyed at the treatment I was given in hospital... not speaking to anyone from DPM. Any hoo, after a phone call from a counsellor to the hospotal I got a phone call 5 mins later offering me an appointment for next week .Don't know who it is with or what it will do really. This last week I have been feeling so low, I can't cry though. The only thing I cried at was a girlie film. I feel numb to my own feelings. I haven't cut again and I have not taken any pills this week. Not that I haven't wanted to though. I am struggling to hang on. Suppose I sort of feel a magic wand will be waved when I go for the appointment although realistically I know that wont happen. I just hope I dont feel 10x worse after! Well I spose I will have to wait and see really!