Here's the story. My ex-boyfriend is someone who has never really been happy. He has had the hardest life out of anyone I know. I broke up with him because I wasn't happy in the relationship with him anymore. I turned to another guy to make me happy. But now I realize that I truly love my ex-boyfriend. He doesn't want to get back together with me and that's something I'm struggling to accept. What I can't accept is that he doesn't believe I love him or that I ever did. He is making himself physically ill but he has no health insurance so he won't seek medical help of any kind. He self harms. He won't get professional help. He doesn't want help. He has decided he's going to live one year. One year where he's going to live the ideal life. Get a job, go to university, get in shape, all that. But at the end of that year, he's going to commit suicide. I have one year to convince him I love him, one year to stop him from committing suicide. My goal is that at the end of the year he no longer feels the need to die. This is my mission. I've started a blog where I write him a note everyday and everyday I do something that I hope will affect him in a positive way. I would like suggestions on things I can do that will brighten his days and let him know that he has a reason to live.