Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by dying_inside, Apr 26, 2011.

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  1. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member


    (inside screaming)



    i want to die
  2. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i scream inside a lot and don't always know why

    what's going on that makes you feel like this?
  3. AlienBeing

    AlienBeing Well-Known Member

    AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!! I feel like screaming too now and don't know why.
  4. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    i cant resist life

    i wasnt rest, peace of mind...

  5. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i'm sorry you had problems with the hotline over the weekend - have you tried them again now that easter is over?

    were you able to get to the doc today like you wanted? how did it go?
  6. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    I feel like cutting sooo deep the blood wont stop

    i feel like swallowing all the pills i have until i become unconscious

    i feel like screaming until i have no voice left, until i'll have nothing more to scream at all

    i feel like there is a fight, a fire inside of me growing and grown and

    and i feel my head is going to explode

    and my doby to be devasted and disappear
  7. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    I can feel the pain coming from you and i wish I could take it away even if only for a little while

    Right now I seriously suggest you call a crisis line and get someone you can speak with

    Really want you to be safe
  8. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Im sorry your having a hard time today, please if your in danger of hurting yourself, seek help.

    I would suggest getting up and using that energy to do something, run around the block, go play tennis, clean house, go through closets, something that will get you past the manic into a calmer thinking.

    Hugs, hope tomorrow is better to you.
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Sorry you're feeling this way. Is there anything you can think of that would help improve your day?
  10. mulberrypie

    mulberrypie Well-Known Member

    i agree

  11. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    I have been hospitalizes for a few days...

    thank you for your support.

    takecare and hugs
  12. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Has it made you feel better? I hope so, and I hope that you continue to reach out here.
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