Aaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!

[fading_dreams]

my family is driving me nuts! i hate living with them! well, not all the time, but a lot of the time i would rather have a giant spider crawl on me than stay with them. my mom and dad constantly try to guilt me into things, my sister, who is older, thinks she's my mom and so therefore tries to boss me around. my two youngest brothers get into my room and ask for my stuff and they wake me up and stuff like that. and i get lectured for my other brother's mistakes. what is fair aobut that? i just want to get out of this. maybe if i'm dead then i will get some people from them. but if it doesn't work, then i will have to face them with them knowing what i did... i don't know if i can do that.... i just don't know.... ir eally think i do want to die.... but..... AAARRRRGGGGG!!!!

 

[Sadeyes]

it is so difficult to feel invisible and not respected, but DEAD is forever, and all of the things you feel so angry about now, as temporary...I know it does not feel that way now...have you spoken to anyone in your family about how you feel? maybe your school counselor can suggest ways to approach them...hang in there...and please continue to let us know how you are...big hugs

 

[me_]

One day you will get out from there, think of that, maybe it helps.
I know it seems very hard right now, but think about it. Dying is very ... permanent.

 

[Shinigami]

my family is driving me nuts! i hate living with them! well, not all the time, but a lot of the time i would rather have a giant spider crawl on me than stay with them. my mom and dad constantly try to guilt me into things, my sister, who is older, thinks she's my mom and so therefore tries to boss me around. my two youngest brothers get into my room and ask for my stuff and they wake me up and stuff like that. and i get lectured for my other brother's mistakes. what is fair aobut that? i just want to get out of this. maybe if i'm dead then i will get some people from them. but if it doesn't work, then i will have to face them with them knowing what i did... i don't know if i can do that.... i just don't know.... ir eally think i do want to die.... but..... AAARRRRGGGGG!!!!

Just be a little more patient. You've hardly lived but even a quarter of your life. This is only the beginning. You'll have to put up with your family for only a few more years. Then, before you know it, you'll have a job, be going to college, and living on your own. I know sometimes living with your parents can be tough when they don't understand you or they are stubborn, but know that it is a very, very temporary problem compared to your future.