i hate you! you have fucked me up so bad and i hate you! you are a horrible, condescending twat. you are constantly putting me down and i'm fed up with it. i deserve a lot of things but i do not deserve what you have put me through. everything that you have ever done to me has been harmful. i loved you! i felt so strongly about it i didn't care who knew. i would tell the whole fucking world about you if i could but you proved to me what an idiot i've been and how much you hated me. you used me. you made me feel crap about myself when i really needed to feel good and close to someone. you are part of the reason i can't talk to people very well anymore. you fucked it all up. we had something good for a while. and you ruined it. i was wrong to trust you and you threw it back at me. you'll get your wish soon enough!