It hurts, it bloody hurts inside. It hurts so much nothing is helping. Rode my ass off on the bike just to forget and it worked for a short time. There's nothing to look forward to. NOTHING. Not even a single night out, not a good movie to watch. Don't feel like doing it anyway. I know solutions to my problems and I know nearly all of them will be solved. It's just today that my life hurts, nothing is happening and my guts hurt. I know no news is good news, but I want something positive to happen. I want a job, I want to move out, I want to buy a new car and another cat. Aaaargh! It hurts. Can I have a hug?