Why is it in this horrid life, that things never work out as we wish them to! Am just sick of this meaningless exsistence! Evertytime things are going good in my life, i manage to bugger things up! I am a no good person, a persistant fly on the wall who needs to be swatted and killed! Life is so painful, just wish i knew the answer for complete happiness, but then knowing me i would bugger that up to! Just wish i could be happy instaed of going through the pain i go through each and every day!