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i need to talk with someone i feel terrible i don´t know where to start, i´ve been hurting myself like i used to do before new year´s eve. my arms are full of scars again and i need to do something big now, i´m so scared about killing myself by an accident but i feel like i should, i don´t know what else to do i want to do it but i know my boyfriend will be touched by it, because he told me he feels sad when i do it, and it´s making me feel guilty everytime i do it, and i´m hiding my scars from him too now, i feel alone again and i wish to cut deep and a lot but if i do it i can´t hide the scars and he will be so dissapointed of me.

 

What's going wrong for you jane darling you can always talk to me,I'm always here for you.

 

It's not about disappointing him. Obviously something is setting you off, any idea what it is hun?

 

i really don´t know , i feel there´s nothig else, suddenly my mood changes and i can´t avoid it. Thank you both, really, i couldn´t avoid hurting myself last night, but at least i still here, anyway thank you both

 

you is more than welcome Jane and just in case you need em .... :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

 

I surely hope you're better jane and you cant help it when your mood drops all you can do is your best to try to ease it down and whatever it may take.I hope we're and were of some benefit to you:smile: lean on us anytime you need to.:smile:

 

thank you, really, i know i can trust in you as i hope you know you can trust in me at hard times too.( and in good times too of course) take care and once again thank you