Aaaarrgghhh. It's been nearly two years since I wrote on this forum and I am so so so angry that I have to do it again. It's Mr P again and now I work with him which brings all the shit back and I don't want it and it's not helping and it's making my work even harder and I can't focus and I'm tired of feeling helpless. aaarrrghhh. end of rant. apart from the above, I'm ok.