Aarrrghhyhh

[Harrowdown]

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i have HAD ENOUGH

no more WAITING
no more MAnaging
no more forgiving
no more thinking
i want this to stop
ihaTE MYSELF
and i hate this fucking worthless planet where all we do is hurt and hurt each other

and i wish i could remember how to cry because my god would that be a laod off but for the love of me i dont remeber HOW

 

[Jenny]

I hear your pain and anger Harrowdown.. did anything happen to trigger off these feelings? Here if you want to talk some more x

 

[Harrowdown]

yeah i guess

i tried to get out this summer , out of my shell
and i met this one girl and i typically ended up ruining it (either that or she was just playing with me, i guess I'll never know) and i just felt so sompletley
.....destroyed....
id started having hope again and i just lost it there completely

im tired of people disapearing on me, really really tired

but i also know i alienate everyone

thanks for asking though