my best friend, who is like family to me, and is the only one I can trust 100% to open up to for the last decade, is treating me like im invisible or don't exist. I have no one now, I cant talk to my family. I have no local friends just my best friend out of state. best friend is mad at ME because they claim I don't care about them, and have slapped them in the face so to speak, during a recent crisis of theirs. I don't even understand HOW they can feel this way. It's absolutely not true, I was there in every way I could be, im disabled and had no means to physically be there, but I did what I could in other ways. made calls to try and help them find a place to stay hotel wise, made calls to help them find transportation back home (their car broke down), I gave them my luggage as they had none. literally did everything I could in every way I could and it's not enough. im told I don't care about them, I hurt them deeply because I "wasn't there for them emotionally", I acted bored, uninterested in what was happening, other people who stopped to help them cared more than I do and my family does, and that I didn't and don't treat them like family. beyond hurt by what they said about me. ive given everything I have to this friend for a decade. time, love, support, friendship, money, helped pay for food, bills or other things in emergencies, there isn't anything I haven't given. out of love and unconditionally. and I get told I don't treat them like family, am not there for them and DONT care????? no words to express how I feel right now. I'm going through my OWN crisis, doctors are saying I most likely have cancer, im sick, im terrified, im so stressed I cant sleep, function and now I haven't got anyone I can confide in, my best friend is shunning me for things they ASSUME that aren't even true. I don't even want to wake up at this point. ive never turned my back on someone for NOTHING, or simply because I assumed something foolish about them. the only person who kept me sane and gave me a reason to wake up thinks im a piece of crap. why stick around if this is how people treat me, especially my best friend, after all ive done to help them.