What is it about me that makes people just up and ignore me? Friends...family...anyone. I watch everyone else surrounded by love, and compassion, and someone willing to talk, or listen, and not belittle them, or condescend to them, and here I stand. Alone. Screaming. No one wants to hear me. No one wants anything to do with me. Unless, of course, they want to make a joke at my expense. Hell, I even feel abandoned by SF lately. My last bastion of hope, and it's a wasteland. I don't know what to do.