Im not comfortable giving my real name so everyone can call me KJ. Im a kiwi. Im obsessed with Torchwood, Doctor Who, Harry Potter and Criminal Minds. Im a fanfiction reader and writer and slash is my favourite subject to write about. My Chemical Romance is my favourite band, they saved my life more times then i can count. I feel most at peace when im listening to music, playing my guitar and going to concerts. I was sexually abused by my brother when I was 8 and then by a family friend from 11-13. I was diagnosed with depression when i was 12. Ive been self harming since i was 13, anorexic since i was 14. Ive been in and out of hospital for years. I thought I was finally getting better a few years back but then a close friend who I had met in hospital killed herlsef and i went down hill from there. Over the last month things have started to get really rough again and im just looking for a place i can talk about whats going on with people who understand.