First off I'll admit that I had stumbled upon this forum by mistake and at first I had no real intention of ever posting anything here but after the past few weeks I've changed my mind. I'm a twenty something year old male from Auckland New Zealand who has attempted suicide several times. I guess my problem is that I've always been a very angry and cynical person which in way has made me prone to depression at times. Now I haven't attempted to kill myself for almost two years now but I gotten depressed enough to think about it from time to time. I think forums like these are great as my friends have done nothing but given me half arsed useless advice in order to shut me up , now I've found a place that I can talk to people who are in the same boat as me.