... and i'm still alone. Still a virgin. A few weeks from now, i'll be 37. People less than half my age have progressed socially and i can't even work up the courage to ask a girl out. I just found out that a girl i liked (a coworker) just met a guy and they're hitting it off. I'm happy for her. That guy asked her out and he wins. I lose as usual. I really liked her. I wouldn't have won anyway. Besides my family, people don't seem to care about me. No matter. What they don't know is that i care about myself even less. I keep telling myself my time will come but i have to be realistic. I guess it's best that i remain alone. Why would i want to put any girl through the absolute hell of knowing me? I don't know why i post such things and bother everyone here. ... i'm sorry i'm a bother.