I'm a selfish person. I'm in debt from overdraws 2 grand and the bank is about to close my account. and my parents have been paying small payments to help me keep it open. I had everything all planned out. I was going to get a student loan, pay off my debt, and use the rest for school and living. But now I'm effed because I can't get it after they told me I would be able to. I had everything riding on this. This was going to allow me to fix my life and pay my parents what I owe them. This was going to be my freedom. Now, I have nothing. I can't fix the mess I made. I don't have money to go back to school. I can't find a job, and I have filled out a million applications, and been calling bugging them about it.. I doubt I would be able to keep it, since I always get fired. And now I don't even have gas in my car. I hate to ask them for gas, for the MILLIONTH time. I am nothing, worthless to everyone around me. This is just unbelievable right now. I can't stand it. I can't think of any other solution.